My taxes are done. I'm getting a big refund because I bought a house. I'm excited! Life should be good for me.
I am looking forward to getting new counter-tops this spring. Thats my next major hurdle on the house but which will be a MAJOR improvement.
But... as much as I make progress elsewhere, I am reminded of past issues. Today I was contacted by an investigator looking into the issues with my adoption agency. She made it clear that she wasn't able to help me with a refund, but she was looking into complaints from other people who'd been with the agency.
I had naively begun to think that I could get past this failed adoption. I was beginning to think I wouldn't have to think about Kabaale. That his photo and story wouldn't be a pain in my heart.
It was a reminder that I need to send my letter to the agency board of directors. Not that I think it will do much, but I have to try. Worst case scenario is I'm right where I am right now. Still without a refund. Still without a kid. Best case scenario is I get my full refund.
Who knows if there is a realistic option between the best and worst case situations.
For now I'm going to bed.
I am looking forward to getting new counter-tops this spring. Thats my next major hurdle on the house but which will be a MAJOR improvement.
But... as much as I make progress elsewhere, I am reminded of past issues. Today I was contacted by an investigator looking into the issues with my adoption agency. She made it clear that she wasn't able to help me with a refund, but she was looking into complaints from other people who'd been with the agency.
I had naively begun to think that I could get past this failed adoption. I was beginning to think I wouldn't have to think about Kabaale. That his photo and story wouldn't be a pain in my heart.
It was a reminder that I need to send my letter to the agency board of directors. Not that I think it will do much, but I have to try. Worst case scenario is I'm right where I am right now. Still without a refund. Still without a kid. Best case scenario is I get my full refund.
Who knows if there is a realistic option between the best and worst case situations.
For now I'm going to bed.